Tuesday, November 11, 2008
9:56 PM ;
I don't know how I should post about today.
Ever felt the heart practically broken into pieces? I did.I was emotionally unstable today, right after my practical test.
Not because I failed my test, but I heard some...... how should I put it?
Anticipated yet sad news.
I did not break down immediately, only after I changed from my nursing uniform and saw Jeanice outside the toilet.
I hugged her immediately and cried.
Friends swarmed around me and comforted me, pat my back, although some don't even know what was happening to me.
I'm really touched and grateful for having such great friends.
(thanks to Jeanice, SQ, Jody, Parames, Nabeelah)Like I mentioned just now, I had actually anticipated the news before, but I think it was just too sudden that I can't take it and just broke down.
Come to think of it, I was considered lucky that they actually told me before I came to realise myself, which will hurt me more.
Till now, I still can't believe the news was for real.
Maybe I cried because I blamed myself for being a step slower, just one step.
I thought of having revenge, but what can I get out of it? It's still unhappiness.
It's all predestined.After the craziest let-out and shoutings, I went calm again and friends even helped me to analyze the situation and suggestions.
They are great, truly great friends.
They even managed to bring my smiles back, and I was my crazy self again.
Its only this incident that SQ and Jeanice now got to know each other (as they are the 2 girls that knows all my secrets.)
What touched me most is what they said:
"If you still not ok, call us, we're 24/7. Feel free to pour your woes out."TRUE FRIENDS.
Although my heart was shattered into pieces,
I gained something more important today--
true friendship.
