sylvIa's dreamland~

2010-01-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

This is the poster that Angie and I did for our WSS today!

It's to teach children from 7 to 12 yrs old on H1n1 prevention(:

NICE! XD

Well, nothing much to comment on, just that its getting busier as the term starts..

2009-12-25T10:11:00.002+08:00

Just disappeared for 3D 2N for this Worldskills Peak Performance Camp @ NP.
Initially thought that it would be boring as we're going to be with other faculty like ICT and SOE, but I was wrong! we had been great friends and campers :D
Really loved the camp run by Adam Khoo Learning Technologies! (:

I had learnt alot of things in life, and motivation to keep on going for the Worldskills Competition.
Initially there has been some problems in life that I'm facing, but through this camp, I've sorted out my thinking. I should love and respect myself for who I am, and not losing myself in the process.
Worldskills Competition wise, I had found the motivation in myself. I had only wanted to go into the Qualifying Rounds, but learning now not to dissapoint my lovely partner Angie, and myself, my goals now is to at least chiong to Nationals! (:

Day 2, they really make us feel so sad like free. We all cried so so many times that day!
There's this programme that they told all of us to write our personal goal and Worldskills goal, and to raise our hands and really look at the goal. There will be people coming around to encourage us and people coming around to demoralise us. There had been much tears all around us, as we are tired physically by raising our hands, and sad emotionally for the goals that we all must achieve and our self problems that we're facing. I had so many break-downs that time, people encouraging me also cry, people demoralise me I cry even more.
In the end all of us tolerate for an hour! It has been amazing on how our willpower can last us so long, despite the physical pain that we had.

Of course, the happy things are that I had known some friends from other faculty and they are fun! (: and we slept at the Loft at night! (: The Loft is such a nice place to stay! Just that they don't have TV, that's all!

Alrighty! Shall not talk more, because I know that some of you may not understand what crap I'm talking about, only those who went to the camp with me will know what it is really about!
Just have to say it really change my view of life, and competition (:

"Who I am makes a difference"

2009-12-14T22:07:00.008+08:00

Yea! went out with Panda Darling to Ikea to crap out last saturday! :D

It was fun playing at Ikea! XD

So first! We saw this cat food container and immediately thought of our cat, Clumsy.
Well, we both miss him, esp. dear.. Hope he's doing well at the other side!

And P.S.: I wouldn't write much, just see photos bah! (:

In memory of our Clumsy! ):

So we continued our journey and....

See! he's giving dirty looks again -_-

it's still upside-down no matter how we tilt the photos XD

Random photo from him?

From this.......

To this!

DA BIAN!

JOEL THAM!!!!!!

Hungry hungry!!

Saw a box of cotton bud and said: "Did you dig your ears?"

Face kena covered -_-

So you can actually imagine how embarrasing it was to take all these photos with so many people in a Ikea on Saturday, but we still enjoyed being so so crazy though! :D

So we ended our journey with a metal tin box, meat balls, 2 hotdog buns(with loads of mustard!!!), 1 curry puff and 1 cup of drink! :D

2009-12-14T17:38:00.001+08:00

I failed my NS4, and got lower grade for NSL as expected. )':

But well, I guess I have to accept it and move on! Take retest bah! I'm not scared of you!!!!! HAHAHA!! XD

2009-12-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

Will you treasure me?
Will our friendship last?

2009-12-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Just feel like posting these photos.. :D

Piggy is bathing~ (:
I LOVE PIGGY! :D

Tomorrow is start of attachment again~ at KKH, think it should be enjoyable bah!! (:

2009-11-29T17:54:00.004+08:00

Haha! There was 2 small birthday celebration yesterday and today for my upcoming birthday! (:

Yesterday was out with Jeanice, Shaun, Michael, WaiKin to coffeeshop to eat crabs!

Still crazy and chatty with the gang(:

The best thing is me and Shaun does not need to pay a single cent on the meal! :D birthday treat mah.....

So next time will be Jeanice's on March 2010.

Haha! The chinese tea was Mic.'s.. Can't blame a old man for drinking tea right? XD

YEE, CHESEEEEE!!
Aftermath~

Drink some more and you two will have BEER BELLY CRISIS!

See? So little BIGG planet and well-trained??

Round 2 was today! Saw and Ling was at my block downstairs celebrating for me for a short while(:

Glad that they still remembered my birthday.. (:

THANKS~

I look so retard. XD

My first birthday and Christmas cake. They said its killing two birds with one stone!

Their present for me and Dear(:

Thanks all! (:

2009-11-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

Sadness with anger.
I just can't make myself not notice her.
Her action hurts me.
Tears.

But luckily, there's animal gang being there to give me support. (:

2009-11-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Busy!

Busy with WSS, projects, integrated assignment, common test exams! ):
But I think I should be handling well! (:

2009-11-06T21:51:00.003+08:00

Actually I've nothing much to say, just that I'll be busy this weekend.

Having Polyclinic attachment and Remembrance Day duty for both school and St. John.

Next Saturday will have volunteer work @ Bishan CC.

Then the next next will be to help Ms Rebecca for some parents seminar.
Long time that I feel packed way ahead! (:

Haha, sort of missed the times whereby I had so much things to do during the weekend yet so much energy to spare.

Maybe I'm getting too lazy??

Uh well, in fact YES.

It seems that projects are starting to pour in this week. And the best part is I have to find information by the weekend. ENDLESS cycle comes again~

My practical test is on Week 5 (in which now is Week3)

And the best part of all, my birthday falls on the exam period -_-

Last year was during attachment, but nonetheless, I enjoyed alot!

This year confirm can't enjoy my birthday since I have to bury myself in books and start mugging! ):

Aw well, no use grumbling now but just have to accept. SIGHHHHHHH!!!

My crazy animal gang at work, in class(:

2009-10-29T21:51:00.005+08:00

Before I start anything, just watch this.. Wahahaha!!!

Actually ther's no meaning to today's post.. But just felt that the MV is very cute. WAHAHA!! XD

Today was released from school quite early, around 4.30pm.
So I decided to go home quickly and play with Chloe! (:
Sad thing was...... She doesn't remember me!!! X( Well, can't blame her, she's only 5months old. And I've not seen her for 2 weeks le...
but still had loads fun just playing very silly games with her..

SILLY GIRL! (:

PS: I should have post these pictures a long long time ago.. Look how sweet they both are! ((:

Cheryl & Chloe.

Our 2 darlings at home. They are the joy of our family! (:

2009-10-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

Not sure what the hell happened to me these past few days.
Sorry that I pissed you off.

对不起, 我爱你

2009-10-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

School had started for 2 days already..
Still can't really adjust myself to the timing yet, guess I'll have to sleep earlier today too(:

Of course module 2.2 is more relaxing! We're learning about babies and mothers! (:
About pregnancy, child delivery and woman's disorders.

I've had a change in opinion on pregnancy in these short 2 days!
Don't be stereotyped by TV shows that babies born are always healthy!
There can be alot of incidents happening during delivery, and could place the mother and babies' life at stake!!
Bottom line today is: APPLAUD YOUR MOTHER!!! for giving birth to you, rascal and wretch! :D

2009-10-18T22:27:00.004+08:00

Life's been good so far! (:

I had been busy with animal gang outing, sj stuffs this week, except that my Panda dear's always been busy. But I can't blame him right? ((: Guess I'll have to get used to it and follow his pace rather than grumbling away..

WEDNESDAY!
Went out with Angie and Twins (it was supposed to be a animal gang outing...)

Haha!

Twins had this sushi craving and we headed down to Wheelock.

So we started gobbling our food until...... BURST!!!

We rushed to the toilet to excrete out the good stuffs from our stomach!! XD

(I know that's unhealthy, but I rarely do this lah huh.. :D )

Went to meet the SJ gang for dinner @ Alif Restaurant, but I seriously couldn't eat anymore........

THURSDAY!

Went out with Panda dear on a date (:

Was watching Twilight on dear's iPhone (:

FRIDAY!
Went to HQ with Shaun and WaiKin to help out as examiner for First Aid exam..

It was easy~ XD

And we called out Jeanice to join us on steamboat!!!!

Finished two plates of vermicelli by myself! XD

No wonder I gained 1kg now... ):

I must say: I'm still drooling even now for the food! Fried Man Tou!! Vermicelli!!!

Idiot! XD

2009-10-14T10:24:00.003+08:00

Haha! I know I've been lazy to post my blog...

Anyway, my 3 weeks of attachment at SGH Ward 42 is over! (:

Overall is a fruitful and EYE-OPENING trip O.O Wahaha!!

And then I went on duty on Saturday.. It was the best duty ever!!! XD

Let the menu do the talking bah!!

2009-09-29T10:34:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling grumpy now.

I've been trying very hard to grab hold of Ms Yan, but just somehow she just flew away quietly when I want her to sign my skills. Damn.
And FINALLY!, my CI popped her face yesterday and gave us our proper briefing.
And and, Pokka Milk Coffee has disappeared into thin air from SGH's Cheers.. uh well, but I guess that's alright.
Just that I'll be grumbling to Jeanice on my coffee craving all day long during attachment.
She'll get used to it.
HAHAS! XD

2009-09-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

Not sure why, but I've been having a strong strong urge to find back my old time friends, primary ones and secondary ones.

There's one especially that we've been saying to each other for more than half a year!
JASMINE TAY!!!!!!!!!!
My Tay Kor~!
I miss her so so much!
But sad to say, her phone's lost, can only find her at her workplace?
Went to surprise her last weekend and its just a short chat.. We both know that we've a lot to say to each other, isn't it tay kor?

Shall find them one-by-one during these few weeks, after schools reopens will be even harder!

2009-09-27T13:30:00.002+08:00

One week of attachment is over, time passes really fast!
Now I'm worried that I won't be able to get all my skills signed X(
I had more PM shift than AM shift, and Ms Yan is always in the AM shift..
Haix, sian.....
But this time round I prefer PM shift better~ (:
And! (:
I had slowly gotten used to SGH's working style now, more comfortable in working now.. (:
And And! ((:
Found and tasted the "legendary" waffles in Bowyer Block that the staff nurses had always been craving for during work!
YEA~!!!
Although it doesn't taste as lengendary, its for the satisfaction..
And I've recently been in love with Milk Coffee~ :D

Anyway Happy 7th anniversary to my Panda dear! (:
Still a long long way to go, still a lot more problems to face together~
我相信我们可以一起面对问题, 解决它们的!
(Know my Panda don't understand, but it's ok~, go brush up your chinese loh.. XD)

2009-09-20T15:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh, was woken up on Friday morning by my results this sem.
Well, I must say i'm happy this time round as I only aim to pass all my modules and move on to 2.2! :D

But my Pharmaco.!!! Got a f-ing B when I studied so so much!
even twins got the same grade as me when she only went through the crash course from Panda. SAD!
But still~ I'm content! (:

Anyways, attachment's starting next week! Its SGH this time round.
I face it with a positive attitude to go there and learn new things! (:
And heard my ward's a air-con ward, that's super plus plus HAPPY!
No need to perspire my heads off while doing procedures!!
And Best things of all, Jeanice Sotong's with me this time round! Same shift! (:
Hope I don't sotong together with her, haha! XD

2009-09-15T22:09:00.009+08:00

Woots~! Went for quite a few trips and events these past days! Shall post it all up! (:

10 Sep.

Went out with Jeanice Sotong to recee SGH plus gym! (:

We had time alone and its always nice to chit-chat!

But don't know why when we reached SGH sotong got sian...

AND! Think our ward (Ward 42 is air-con!), although we didn't went up and see. XD

Haaaaaa..... Not sure if attachment is good or bad.
Oh well, but its always good to keep myself busy!

I like being busy to some extent actually (:

And gym on a weekday is super nobody! GOOD!

Sotong said the effect is nice (:

11 Sep.
Out with Yun Ling to Jurong Point to have a heart to heart talk plus shop for present for Yanqi and Panda..
Went shopping and relaxing too (:
Haha! We were so sinful that day!!! Ate Salmon Don with Starbucks! hehehehehe......................

After that she accompanied me to lot one to buy birthday cake for my papa, it's his birthday!
Gosh, Papa is already 50, suddenly thought that life really pass very fast.
Papa has really dote on me and gives me the best that he could provide.
I love papa!!

After that went to meet Yanqi for a short while to pass her belated birthday gift to her (:

It's an irony!

12 Sep.
Attended the 17th Officer Training Course's Passing out Parade.
Gives my support and congratulated Shaun, WaiKin, Marvin, Shafiq, Mei Shi, Geetu, Li Yi, Chin Yi, Gordon, Jershon (: (Hello Grade 6!!)

Reached there at around 1plus, 2pm @ Nee Soon Camp by squeezing in 4 people in Timo's car at the back seats -_- haha!
Changed into my uniform and started being a spectator of the day! (:

Actually it reminds me of how i passed my OTC journey last year. Thinking back, I didn't have alot of friends XD
AND! I remembered we called ourselves the S-K-W ("Sai Kang Warriors")

Ok, I'm going to start complaining here now..
First! They're so fortunate! Don't have to plan big events of the year (eg: AGI, NFAC) because of H1N1! GRRRR.......
Second! They can have such grand Passing-out Parade! Not like last year my batch, held at HQ, and just have dinner, do silly skits for our instructors. BLEHX!

Had I known, I would have joined this year's..

NOT FAIR! XD

Alright, enough ranting.. I still took my last few hours of my Grade6 rank to bully and suan them... HAHA!

Speech by Sir William, Chirman of this year's OTC.

Officers with me in the lecture hall (:

Giving out of the Graduation cert.

WAI KIN

GEETU

SHAUN

SHAFIQ

MEI SHI

LI YI

(opps! can only take these few.. ) XD

We were bored at times~Officer's group photos(:

HAHA! they were playing with the guest's flowers.

Start of the parade!

Donning of their ranks by parents or guests that they invited (:

Two version of Mei Shi..

This year's is more than last year's in terms of sizes too!

Candid shot! Think we were asking Rachel to come take a photo too..
13 Sep.

Haha! Its Panda's birthday! (:

Went out to meet him (initially at around 11.30, drag to 12plus..)
But well, its good and happy enough that I can spend time with my Panda~

Planned on 4surprises:
1. Buy Salmon sashimi for him on the way to meet him PLUS give him the panda book.
2. Give him my first present on the bus/MRT trip to town.
3. Treat him to Manhatten/ Fish&co./ anything he wants.
4. Give him my second present on the way back home.

Time is actually very short that day because I can only meet him in the afternoon as I have something on at night (cannot push, sorry~)

But due to timing and all other factors, planned surprises are changed to this:
1. Buy salmon sashimi (DONE!)
2. Give him my first present at Joo Koon MRT station (we planned to go Jurong Point instead of town) (that is DONE! too)
3. Treat him to eat Jia Xiang Mian
4. Went Starbucks to drink COFFEE~
5 Give him my second present and panda book at my house downstairs.

Haha! Got a bit sian when it didn't stick according to plan, but isn't life like that?
Panda thought I wasn't happy that we didn't stick to my surprise plan, but ITS OK DEAR~~~~

as long as you're happy and enjoy the day.. (:
Also happy that he can go out with his friends at night rather than go home and sleep (which I think he planned to -_- )

OK GTG~~ (:

2009-09-09T13:43:00.003+08:00

Sylvia has been scolded these few days by friends for being such a bad friend and a bad pig.

Shouldn't go through the details but it had certainly made me realised.

Also suddenly realise that I'm such a bad girlfriend to my Panda when I reflected yesterday night (it was of a sudden!)
There seems to be a lot of things that I don't want to tell my Panda, plainly to say don't wish to share bah. Its as if there's this barrier within myself.
I know it shouldn't be like that in a relationship, must go through thick and thin together, must share problems together.
So I went to tell Panda, and he told me alot of things, of how he felt.
Its very sad for me to come to realise now that I actually didn't take an effort to understand him too.
We've already been together for 6 months! Told him I felt that these 6months has been put to a waste, we both are not opening up ourselves..
It shouldn't be like that! So we both made a treaty! Now I got problems, I'll tell him.. (:
I shouldn't be a........ tortoise! (that's the best animal I would think of.. XD)

Not being a tortoise and hide myself. Open up and listen to other people's suggestions is sometimes the best solution..

我愛你! (:

*Am finding hard for a blogskin! I want to change!!! XD

2009-09-04T10:25:00.003+08:00

Haha! yesterday we had St John CPBS meet-up at Lot One Mac..

Haix, blame it on our laziness on not doing it straight after the June camp, now deadline's nearing!!!!

But actually, we didn't really do much yesterday, we talked and talked and talked. HAHA!

So had to continue work at home, i guess.. (:

Still so alarming to see how much Waikin can eat -_-

Umm! And think i'm going to attend their OTC Passing-out Parade next Sat since they all passed their OTC.. Good job people (or rather "juniors") ! (:

Anyway, me, Jeanice and Michael were bored waiting for the rest at the start of the meeting, so we went to tidy up the camp photos, and we found these interesting XD:

-_- Waikin's butt showing to the cadets

AHAHA! Jeanice's face is covered. XD

Alrighty! Going off to chalet in a few hours' time! (: Hope it doesn't rain because it is now around my house :(

2009-08-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

I've been in love with 命中注定我爱你 this show. Have been chiong-ing to watch finish. Haha!

Haix, this show never fail to make me cry like hell T_T

DAMN NICE!~ Damn like the beginning of 陈欣怡, very pitiful....

Think I will still be spending next week watching it all up(:

2009-08-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

Do you know that its heartbreaking to see these words coming out from you?
You know I have my difficulties and trouble.

I just don't want to disappoint both sides, I need to balance out.

I'm sorry for being so weak.
I thought, after knowing each other so well, you could be a little more understanding towards me with regards to this matter..
我好累, 真的好累.. so tired from thoughts running in my head this past week.

But, thank you for giving me the afirmation I needed the most.

2009-08-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today's NS1 exam has one word to describe: SHIT!!

Some SAQ questions don't know how to answer.

Haix, just hope that I will be able to pass the module can already, I shouldn't ask so much for this module now. ):

Only know that Khalil has a new album!! ((:

Have not been paying attention to my idol lately.

Because he never come Singapore!!! ):

Jia You Khalil! ((:

2009-08-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

Sylvia knows that:

One shouldn't be too jealous
One shouldn't be too selfish
One shouldn't run away
One shouldn't ask for too much in life
One shouldn't take things for granted
One shouldn't just look back at the past
One shouldn't stick to the present

One should walk to the future
One should take charge of your life
One should grow up
One should change for the better!

2009-08-10T19:21:00.003+08:00

I'm in love with Olivia Ong again! (:

2009-08-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm born a workaholic.
I hate the feeling of being so free, esp. from next week onwards!
Shall plan my schedules and study exams WISELY~

2009-08-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Ok, I shall start ranting about how I spent my weekends! (:

SATURDAY
Saturday woke up at 8plus, watch tv and went to see the doctor's for my cough and blocked nose which has been bothering me for 3 days!
So I returned home with breakfast and went back to sleep at around 12nn.
Maybe its because of the medicine or just psychological thinking? Hahas!
Slept for a fulfilling 4 1/2 hours! (:
Then rest of the day is watch tv and do NR, hahahaha!!!!!
A very relaxing Saturday I must say! (:

SUNDAY
Today went to twins' house to do NR in the afternoon.
Haix, then realise that both of us actually are clueless about what to do.
But nonetheless, we did our best and manage to complete some parts of it.
Panda also came to her house to help us at a later part, hahas.

Then Panda and I left at around 7plus to eat dinner.
Went to Bukit Panjang to eat Ichiban, which we didn't enjoy ):
So we drank Starbucks on our way home, felt better!

Shall satisfy my Panda's Fish&Co. craving this coming week! (provided if we have time out!)

2009-07-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

This week has been tiring, with 2 presentations, and my phone broken down. Damn.

I've been trying to strike a balance on things this week, and hope it'll help.
But its not easy.
Sometimes its very tiring and depressed to quarrel with people you love and treasure.
Your whole day will go into depression and no energy to do things.
It just feels terrible to be like that the whole day.
Well, that's just part and parcel of life I guess.
Really hope things will be resolved fast and it won't affect the bond and friendship that we have.

I just dread today!
Having sore throat, cough and blocked nose at the same time too!
Nearly no voice this morning.
Super much phlegm lah~ feel like chopping my throat off.......

2009-07-26T22:56:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow shall be 27th July!

Happy 5th month Panda! (:

Thanks for tolerating my violence and bad temper and giving in to me, AND always settling my cravings when we're out! HAHA!

Just want to say: Thanks dear! For sharing my joys and sorrows and always being there when I needed you~ 我爱你! (:

I promise:

- I will go jogging with you some day, HEHE!

- We shall go adventurous at Mt. Faber some day again!(:

- I will not slap or pinch you for nothing

- I shall not sleep so much when I'm with you, spend more time with you!

- I will sleep early when I need to~

- I will not throw tantrum for nothing

JIA YOU JIA YOU~~! (:

Anyway tomorrow Ms Rebecca, our doraemon teacher is going to treat the whole class to seoul garden! Shall reserve my stomach tomorrow afternoon for the dinner! WAHAHA! XD

2009-07-22T22:02:00.005+08:00

Haha! Finally I can upload my photos! (:

Alrighty! Yesterday was Racial Harmony Day and HS had this annual celebration, whereby students wear ethnic costumes to school that day. Only in School of HS wor~ XD

But its optional lah, haha!

So the day before we went to Lina's house to borrow the costumes from her.

Last year I wore an Indian dress, this year a Malay dress. So next year??!! Myanmar's traditional clothes if I can borrow one! (:

Lina also did henna on our hands!

Shi Qi's hand.

My hand.

Really must thank Lina for that! (:

Racial Harmony Day
We waited for the animal gang to reach school and we changed together (:
Shi Qi (HIPPO) wore a sexy red Malay dress
Gloria(GORILLA) wore an orange Vietnam dress
Izzati(MERLION) wore a sweet pink Malay dress
I(PIG) wore a black Malay dress
Zhen Ling(ZOO KEEPER) wore a white Myanmar traditional dress
Angie(KEMBUNG) wore HOME CLOTHES! XD

We've been telling our dear Kembung(Puffer Fish) to wear traditional Nonya clothes(since she has one), but to no avail.
After some persuaion and threatening, she actually agreed to wear at around 4.30pm during NSL lesson, but she became sick and went home.
So sad~

So we had a lot of monkeying around and taking photos the whole day(:
It was actually nice to wear the ethnic costumes for the second year, this shows that we're enthu! (:

But the sad thing was that I wasn't about to take a class photo with my Reproductive Gang and T11, miss them so much and the times we spent goofing around... ):

More pictures~

Lim Shi Qi & I

Jeanice, my dear SOTONG!~

Our Merlion~ aka water supplier HAHA!

Tham Kok Leong's chinese costumes. He looked so Ah Beng! XD

Oh ya, the animal gang has decided to do ANIMAL SHOE~ We'll ask Wei Ting, our classmates to help us in the drawing part. (: More details are discussed tomorrow(:

2009-07-19T14:51:00.004+08:00

I've been crazy watching Boy over Flowers! (:

Haha! So far I've only seen the Taiwan and Korea version, maybe I should take a look at the Jap. version also.

Anyway, school has been fine. (:

We've been continuing calling each other animals in my gang:

ZHENLING-- Zoo Keeper

ShiQi-- Hippo

ME-- Pig

GLORIA-- Gorilla

IZZATI-- Merlion (although merlion isn't really considered an animal XD)

ANGIE-- Kembung(Puffer Fish in malay)

Haha! And twins had swollen eyelids on Friday! Can't go to school! (:

I laughed my heads off when she called me that morning.

Well, we bot agreed that its her retribution for laughing at me the other time when I was on MC for having swollen eyes.

HAHA!

OH! I've watched Harry Potter with Panda last Friday at Lido le.

Like what I told him, its quite abit of dissappointment.

Dumbledore died!~

Haix, its like.... ): Nobody protect Harry anymore.

But nonetheless, its good to watch the 3 main leads growing up and still in that magic school where almost every child wished it exist in reality, including me! (:

Oh! Panda settled my ice cream cravingfor the week by bringing me to Haato yesterday. THANK YOU!~ (:

Umm, and something's wrong with my blogskin, should change it someday..

2009-07-12T21:30:00.004+08:00

Feeling so sian.
It will be back to the same old process again tomorrow.
No time again, it will be especially so since there's project for almost every module.
No more time even.
But still I'm anticipating school! (:

Don't know why but just feeling so angry now as well.
For no particular reason. Just mood swing?!

Just want to say: Its not that you can get what you want everytime.

2009-06-29T12:12:00.003+08:00

oh well, I'm having my holidays from now, till 2 weeks later (:
Nursing students are special! XD

And shall now post on my recent updates, this blog's getting too bored!

SATURDAY
Went out with dear Panda on a date(:
Its our 4th month that day as well. What a Saturday! (:

Met him outside NUS where i rocked my butt to take 184 to school then 151 to NUS. There's rain and jam along the way. Make me feel so restless then.
But got better after I see Panda. (:
Took a bus to Vivo and ate our brunch together, then he changed out of his shorts and slippers and we went dating officially XD
First thing we did was to buy food for CLUMSY, our pet cat(:
Then went to take MRT to town.
Went to Kino. and browsed at cat books. Got so fed-up when we couldn't find the "Pets" section.
But found in the end! (:
Well, at least we as "mommy and daddy" of the cat knows how to cut Clumsy's fingernails correctly now. That's one small accomplishment huh!
Then went roaming around town until I said I have a craving for bb tea. HAHA!
Went far east to buy and ate (:

After which went Lido to watch Transformers.
Damn lot of people, whole theatre was filled with people.
We went to watch the 5.30pm show, heard that the show was all full till the 8.30pm show!
Think we went to sit in too early, so played with dear's iPhone. I must have looked so silly while playing then, he kept laughing at me!
Anyway, 7 words to describe the movie: A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
It was so action-packed even in the first few minutes.
Can't figure out why critiques of magazines said that its not good.
ITS GOOD!
While watching, dear explained some part of the movie which I don't understand. Haha, because I didn't watch the first Transformers.

After movies we went walking around town and took a bus back home.
Although we did nothing much that day, its just nice to have him around (:

2009-06-25T10:20:00.002+08:00

I'm curently having attachment now, and the SNs and ANs there are quite helpful.
We will be able to serve medications in Year 2, and medical ward's patients have so so much meds. to give!
And i'm seriously not good at my Pharmacology, so when CI asked me what the med. is for, I can't answer her. So helpless then. Well, I just have to work harder the next time!
Haix..

2009-06-10T18:24:00.002+08:00

This is my 170th post~! (:
Well, I just came back from ANCO camp last saturday night. It was tiring and stressful X(
But well, there's also some essence of fun in it.
Booked out on Saturday night, camp day1.
And I didn't attend the photo taking session on Sunday. SORRY! ):
And I seriously regret after looking at Jeanice and peep's photo of the ANCO camp.
Haix, a pity I'm not in it. )):
It must have been fun then.................................................

But! I know I must prioritise my work, and I've choosen exam.
And! I'm currently having exam. And I've never felt so not-confident at all. ):
Hope I'll pass.

2009-06-05T16:28:00.001+08:00

Hi all!
Just to update. I will be having camp from 6 June(tomorrow) to 8 June(Monday).
But! Nonetheless, I will be back by Saturday night in prep. for my CT.

Good Luck to me and everyone~! (:

2009-06-03T22:19:00.011+08:00

haha! Just came back from the Combined Corp Camp held at Swiss on 30th May to 1st June.

Although I would say this is not the perfect camp, it is still fun with all the trainees and officers around (:

was shouting like hell during the first 2 days of the camp. Then the senior officers told us not to shout so much, it should be instructors' job. So we tried to reduce. And Waikin lost his voice on the second day, and I had sore throat as well. Haix.

I had actually broke down a few times during the camp, but its always the officers and Panda who pulled me back. Like what Panda said, its a bad time to have camps now. I'm having my Common Test next week and I have ANCO Camp this Saturday as well.

I just have to priorities, which is studies first! (:

Wait, i shall introduce the main officers that was involved in the camp(:

Michael. Esther. Marvin. WaiKin. Shaun. Shafiq. Sheena. MeiHong. Yvonne. Jeanice. ME!

Day 1

I'm the DO for the day, so Chee Cai will have to report to me during the first parade (:

?? What are they looking at? OMG RELAX! its just angle problem XD

Haha! Esther Ma'am so cute~!

haha! I had to drag Chee Cai to take this. But nice (:

Day 2

Umm, maybe Waikin's arranging the kids? But its just FUNNY~!

Officers and Teacher in-charge

Day 3

Haix, Poor WaiKin. He's too tired. Don't even know that we played a trick on him! XD

My cadets with their rented bike @ ECP for their Cycling Course (:

I actually do not have much experience running a camp to begin with, but with the help of other officers', things are possible.

THANKS SO MUCH GUYS AND BABES! (:

2009-05-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

haha! just done with my PHARM homweork.

Phew! ~

anyway, here are some picture on the ANCO theory test's last week (:

haha! Everyone's listening to Marcus' lecture (:

AHAHA! Amanda blocked Jeanice! XD

Yea~! A proper one (:

haha! well, the officers were all tired that day, esp the Group Instructors I think, they have to train the trinees footdrill in the hot sun, where Non-GIs can sit in the lecture hall with strong air con.. Wahaha~~

Messing that day was.... I can say run quite smoothly. The auntie was late in delivering the food! almost scared the hell out of me, but all came in time.. (: and the distribution of food was damn messy, super pissed that day, but fine after food! XD

The cat around Shi Qi's house.. CUTE~

I know, its so random

2009-05-25T22:25:00.004+08:00

Haix, things had happened so fast and sudden these few days.
Hope those who're down can stand up again soon.
Well, its part and parcel of life.
This year has been so so much different, how I wish I can go back to Year1.

And now I've learnt one thing: "Give me crap and I'll give you hell."
Don't take our kindness for granted!
Wait till I blow up.

2009-05-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

I had been preoccupied with SJ stuffs since friday after school.
Well, I can say things are somewhat settled and we can all move on to proceed to the next step.
Sorry to Wai Kin, Shaun and Michael for indirectly causing them to lose their temper that day.
Well, in that situation, who can keep their cool?
But! Its all over and we shall not dig the issue up.
LOOK FORWARD PEOPLE!~
And so, Sheena, Mei Hong, Shaun, Wai Kin, Michael, Jeanice and I went Yew Tee to makan at night, since our bag's at Michael's car.
Stupid gang did silly things that makes me laugh like hell!
Simply no image when i'm hanging out with them..

Saturday! Fun! -- ANCO Theory Day
Met Wai Kin and Shaun at Lot1 Mac at 6.10am but they're late -_-
Bought macs and took 985 to meet Jeanice and Jerrold in the bus.
We're late for the footdrill training session!
But not my problem since it only for Group Insturctors and i'm not! XD
Lunch I can say went quite smoothly, though food was almost late.
But all said it was quite nice.
And I think Amanda ate too much watermelon.. haha!

Today was reserved for home and NR, finally done!
SUPER HAPPY! (:

and I'm happy that Glen (twin's guy) is back from Aus. JIA YOU and treasure these 3 weeks~

PS: Super lazy to upload the photos, will upload. (:

2009-05-22T09:04:00.008+08:00

well, we went out to Terminal 3 last friday to send Parames off to Aust. for her PR endorsement. There's Vicky, twins, Panda, Amalina and Nabeelah. Me too! (:

So we went there earlier just to play and give Para a surprise.

And! We took a lot of photos, crazy ones! (:

ENJOY! XD

"Yo boss! look like toot! =) your twin agrees! XD " (Written by Panda!)

Nice one! (:

P22, my reproductive gang! without Chun, Para, Farah, Sharon ):

Why are they touching their butts? -_-

The ever-pretty Lina! (: AKA MODEL~

Opps! LOOK AT VICKY!!! XD Obscence! Super unglam lah! XD

............................

BYE BYE Para! cya soon! =)

And after sending Para off, we went to eat at the Kopitiam at B2. WE REGRETTED! )): Don't eat the fried Kway Teow!!!! Sucks like HELL!!!
Its only after that then we went Ya Kun to have our toast and eggs! (:
Our stomach felt much better (:

was getting hungry =p so ate eggs!

On the way home... Was fooling around since no one was in the train XD

LASTLY, photo with Panda (: Thanks Vic! (:

Ah well, I must say a lot of things happened these few days, and we've all been so so busy.

Year2 is seriously no joke. Don't ever think that Nursing is easy. Just because it has low T score? NO! Well, its not unexpected, since our profession is dealing with lives.

And SJAB stuffs are squeezing us dry, esp. Jeanice..

JIA YOU SYLVIA! (:

2009-05-18T20:24:00.003+08:00

Well, I came to understand one thing today.
Hack care.
I shouldn't be thinking and controlling people around me so much.
Well, to put it crudely, its non of my business anyway.
And, its sometimes better to leave that person alone.
Can minus away the unneccessary conflicts.

Tired, tired of everything.
Why is nursing so difficult?!
Why is camp not moving?!
Why am I stressing myself so much?

Another process of growing up? well, I'm not sure too..
Guess I just have to go with the flow~
CHEER UP! (:

AND!! Super enjoy this when i'm down ((((:

My Reflection & Pledge: 我決定每天都要吃早餐!! XD
Super Like 盧廣仲 now!! Although he looked nerdy, but hmm.. If you close your eyes and listen, ITS NICE!! ((: He super lame lah!! LOLS! XD

I LOVE 盧廣仲!! XD

2009-05-17T15:25:00.002+08:00

Haha!
I've nothing to say here, but just felt like placing this:

2009-05-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

The process of growing up is always hard.
Well, of course there will be certain things that triggers you to grow up.
Mine is the Hep. B incident.

A few days back I went to my school's ffice to collect my medical report, for the bond with TTSH.
It was then that I realised I was not immune to Hep. B.
Of course its serious enough as I was actually doing my attachment for a year happily without knowing that I had no protection against Hep. B.
Brought this thing up to the clinic and school, and went for blood test, ultimately booster dose before my interview at TTSH.
Complications happen in the process-- family stress, self stress, worrying that I might get the disease(although chances are quite low).
Was very down during that 2 days.
Fortunately there's friends, Panda, and Mdm Tan(my NSL teacher) caring for me (:
Really appreciated the care and concern and the advice that they gave, esp. Mdm Tan's!
Although I'm still feeling the aftermath of the whole incident, I believe I can handle it well.

This is just another small stumble in life that makes you grow up.
I'm fully aware that there'll be more tedious ones ahead, and I believe I can make it, with friends and family by my side!

2009-05-03T22:05:00.009+08:00

The 3 days long holidays was rather fulfilling and energy-charging for me! (:

Had the chance to do a lot of things-- homework, proposals, and outdoor trip!

Panda and I went to the the tree top walk on Labour Day.

Met each other at around 8am, and stop at Queenstown to take a bus in.

There was a lot of people when we reached there, but fun though, because it was the first time that I explored there.Our starting point~

The place was crowded with people! Who ask us to go ona Publc Holiday? lols..

A small escape from the city?

went throught the first bridge, we proceeded on with some forest walk.

Think we went the wrong way and took a big round before we reached the beautiful Henderson Walk! (:

Nice view! (:

Haha! My model for the day XD

A mix of locals and tourists. Many come in groups of big family.

The hands or the 'V'?

After that we went up to Mount Faber and the scenery was nice!

Never took notice of how nice S'pore would be in the past (:

We saw cable cars, Vivo City, and Sentosa.

Stayed there for awhile before we continued our journey.

Thought we would just walk the journey back and enjoy the walk once again (:

By the time we returned to Henderson Waves, my stomach was already growling and not much energy left.

After much effort, we reached to our starting point and I was already complaining of food! Hehe..... But then we still proceed on with HortPark.

THE SCENERY WAS NICE!

Should really go visit sometime again and relax. (:

* Shall update more next post, simply too much photos! (:

2009-04-30T22:56:00.008+08:00

haha, i promised to upload some pics the last post.

So here I am! (:

Let's just summarise the week.

Photos at the toilet for the past 2 days~

WEDNESDAY
We had WSS training today.
WSS= World Skills Singapore.
If i'm really lucky and up to it, I will be competing Nursing Skills with NYP and ITE.
If I really do win, I will be going to London~ haha, but I know that's too far-off, I'm not up to it yet. Let's just dream about it, haha!
So... We had our first training and we did admission exercise.
I volunteered to be the maid, SQ the patient, and it was FUN! (:
Ms Jo(our lecturer in charge) was nice and knowledgable (:

TODAY
Umm, it was just a typical day. We had PHARM make-up lesson at 9am.
Really feel that I should start to study hard, esp my NS1, NS2, and PHARM.
Year 2 really cannot play play le ):
We did injection today at NSL, and it was fun! (:
As Ms Rebecca (my NSL lecturer) had to go for an emergency meeting, we were left in the class for the 2nd hour, so took a lot of pics (:

And we heard from Ms Rebecca that due to the recent swine flu, we may not have clinical attachment.
Although the whole class was very happy to hear the news, but I somehow feel sad.
I really pity the nurses working in the hospital. It must have been difficult to continue caring for patients at such difficult times. Feel so proud of them at the same time!

After school went with Vicky and Panda to the library to watch movie. Home after that. (:

It was actually quite frightening to play with needles at first, but realised it was fun (:

OUCH!

Acupuncture?!

"Chance is given to those who're ready"

2009-04-28T23:19:00.003+08:00

well, I had been seriously busy these few days.
Busy doing up my SJ proposals, vetting proposals, school's PHARM worksheet(so shit!), projects, TTSH's bonds.......
So many!

But I guess its manageable till now.
Shall update more with photos next time(:

2009-04-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

I'm officially in Year2!
well, its a good thing and a bad thing.
I'm separated with the rest of the Reproductive Gang, only SQ with me.
And I know why we're separated with the others-- we have been selected for some nursing skills competition.
Seriously, I've rather not be in the competition and be back with Reproductive Gang.
But since it's decided and change, we should just accept it and look forward.

I'm in P07, so the new class was ok.
Almost half of the class are in the same class last year.
well, adapting now! (:

and Panda turned sick today, after sending me off.
So worried for him yet he can still laugh on the phone. -_-
I got angry after hearing him laughing.
Maybe I got too 'over' just now, haix.
Just hope my Panda's getting better tomorrow.

I'm in love with this song. enjoy! (:
<<情歌>> by 梁靜茹

2009-04-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

Time really flies.
I'm Year2 in.. 4 days' time! :D
All quiet and nerd nerd when we first stepped in school.. lols!
Year2, greater responsibility. Towards school work, project, patients.
well, I'm ready for it! (:

Had been doing the minutes of the meeting held yesterday for SJAB's June combined camp with Westwood and Swiss.
Haha.......
Had meeting with Shaun, Shafiq, Wai Kin and Jeanice over the camp issue and I can say we're all crazy to think of stupid ideas yesterday. LOLS! totallly!! XD
Really hope the camp will run smoothly (*fingers crossed)..

2009-04-12T17:57:00.005+08:00

Attachment is over.

Happy yet sad.

Happy that attachment's finally over, sad that attachment's over too.

I was thinking,

will I be able to work as a nurse for the same routine for 5 years? 6 years? 10 years?

sometimes I'm impressed on how nurses work to save lives, will I be like them in future?

Haha, don't know why I have so many questions in my mind today, but all I can say is that I have not yet regretted to be a nurse in future.

alright, here's the photo (:

We had to squeeze in the MO room to take photos because there's Sister's round going on outside ):

Our shift's people.

Jun Ping. Francesca. Mingjin. Thet. Jeanice. Zhen Ting. Me. CI Ai Ling.

My lunch-time buddy Thet aka. Punker! (:

"A friend is someone who knows the song of your heart and sings it back to you when you had forgotten the words."

2009-04-07T10:12:00.002+08:00

well, these few days had been typical.
Slacking, out for tomb-sweeping, and meeting my panda(: during the weekends.
Attachment had also been as great yet enduring at times.

and Panda fetched me yesterday night after attachment, I'm touched(:

Someone has pissed me yesterday.
Oh please lah, she better know her limits or I'm really going to hate her.
Spouting this type of words and expects people to reply her?
so thick-skinned! Simply pissed-off.
Its not the first time that I'm so angry with her, thought she was a good friend in the past, but turned out not.

ok! I shall not bother with this type of person for now.

AND!!
yesterday was my twin's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIQI!!!! ((:
sorry that I didn't meet her out yesterday, haix.
but I hope my twins enjoyed, i'm sure she did! XD

2009-04-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

Yipees! Its FINALLY Friday! (:

2nd week of CA has passed and we had thought that it has passed so quickly!

another 4days and we will say our goodbyes to year 1, *sad*.

CA had been pretty much manageable, except that some people just wants to set us up.

Super detest this type of person, don't think that student nurses can be bullied ok?

But it will soon be over, wahaha!

OH! photos with Jeanice during the FAC day, first time wearing our officer uniform, haha!

haha, Meishi's pointing at our rank, woots!

* we looked super haggard and messy that day, no choice.. haix..

2009-04-02T10:13:00.005+08:00

haha! my phone went bonkers last week, so I went for servicing and now its back with me yesterday! (:

Super Happy!

I had been lazy to post some photos, so now here it is! (:

Jeanice and I went to Ikea after our attachment last week to relax! (:

Maybe both of us had been t00 stress for sj stuffs last week, so yea!

Went to makan ice cream and hotdog buns(:

LOLS!

Next, the FAC prep. day
Just helping out last min. work a day before the actual FAC day.
So i'm tidying up the equipments needed for home nursing category.
See how tidy i've made it! :D (I was competing with Jeanice over the tidiness, heh)

Just felt that the "OUT OF BOUNDS" sign is cool (:

Attachment has so far been good, the SN and AN there are still as, quite nice. :D

and its crazy to talk to my attachment mates, esp. my shift people. always makes crazy remarks and laughs like nobody's business in the MRT after our work. HAHA!

I like laughing with them, makes me forget everyday's troubles (:

2009-03-29T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'm really tired now.
Maybe Ihave not gotten used to waking up so early for attachment for the first week, hope it gets better.

FRIDAY
Straight after my attachment which ends at 3pm, Jeanice and I went to sj HQ for FAC Prep. Day.
But before that we met Tivya to borrow the rank from her. I'M GLAD TO SEE HER! (:
basically it was just helping in the home nursing side (who ask me to study nursing? haha!)
Ended at around 8.45pm and we headed home.
Our legs were already in pain.

SATURDAY
FAC Day.
Busy from start till end.
I was the marshal for First Aid.
Things went wrong in the first place, but I got used to the flow and it went out quite smoothly, i guess? (:
Running up and down to do things.
By the time it ends was like 7plus pm.
It ends at around 8pm plus when we finished packing up.
Met Panda after that, like finally seeing each other like 6days? (:
Just wanna tell Panda that he has done the right thing by breaking the news to me, and that I can face the problem together with him.
I was scared initially that it will affect us, but somehow not now.
Hope everything is fine for him.
Hope I'm not stressing him up, because Jeanice said before that I like to stress people. HAHA!
And my legs are in real pain with boots and heels.

SUNDAY
Tired, and tired.
Went for tomb-sweeping in the morning.
And big aunt is still as lively and funny as ever!
LOVE HER! ((:
AND! Her cooking rocks!
Met Panda again for movie, think it will be another two weeks that we won't be seeing each other.
Another Japan trip? Hmm, we shall see.. (:

2009-03-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

I had been having attachment the past 4 days in Alexandra Hospital ward 11. It was a great ward whereby most of the SN and AN are friendly, and you will learn a lot when you ask them questions.
Sometimes it was boring as there's nothing to do.
Sometimes it will get chaotic when there's a lot of new admission, just like today. CRAZY!

AND! My leg's killing me, seriously.
and I'm tired.

2009-03-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

FIRST.
Finally my blogskin is changed.
Too pinkish? I feel its fine. And there's many little umbrellas, I LOVE RAINY DAYS! (:
Its still under construction, so please bear with it!

SECOND.
My results for my exams are out. Was happy! (:
Did better compared to last time, which wasn't what I expected.
I had always slept in LTs and not listening to classes in Term2.
YEA! (:
*To those out there: Don't compare your results to others, SELF CONTENTMENT!

My class for year2.
Sad.
But I've SQ with me! :D
yea! my twins!
LIM SHI QI, watch out. HAHAHA!!
Most of the class are in L02, lucky them to be together again ):
But I believe we WILL still meet out!

THIRD.
FAC proposals are driving me crazy, though there wasn't much for me really.
The thought of counting and handling money is already blood-vomiting.
I'm SURE i'm not the money-counting people, please don't let me kena Finance dept next time! XD

I'm still learning to be a good leader, to err is human. I may be wrong at times. Let's just learn from our mistakes and reflect back on what we've done.

2009-03-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

yea! Panda is back from Japan! ((:
Didn't expect him to be back so early, haha!
So happy!!

Anyway FAC is coming, and I'm seriously worried about my cadets in HGSS.
Hope they can do well (at least in Home Nursing part because I teach them! XD)
Its for their own glory (:

2009-03-12T16:00:00.002+08:00

haha! FINALLY went out with Zhi Wei and Adibah on Monday.
THEY'RE MY SUNSHINES :D
Just had a simple dinner cum late lunch at town, and soon Zhi Wei had to go off.
And i accompanied Adibah to Bugis to buy some stuffs.
Went home quite early.
But I seriously enjoy catching up with them.

2009-03-05T10:14:00.003+08:00

I had been slacking at home these 3 days.

Did a lot of thinking, sorted out some thoughts.

(Haha! seem so serious.. XD)

And now I'm a part-time housekeeper. LOL!

Since I'm staying at home, so might as well help out with the chores.

And I will also keep myself busy with SJ's FAC training also.

So JIA YOU SYLVIA!

PS: This is the first time that I wanted attachment to come sooner! XD

With other SJ Officers in a blood donation drive @ Yew Tee. But I can't donate in the end ):

Credits to Timo.! (:

2009-03-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

He has left.
He has left for Japan and will only be back after 22 days, which is 22 March 2009.
I can't describe the sadness that I feel now.
Cried just now, but ok now (: (SQ said its normal to cry. Is it?)
Think I will be very lonely.
But I know I can pass these 22days! (:
I CAN OVERCOME IT!

Lucky I have friends that supports and root for me now.
Really glad to have them by my side at this point of time.
THANKS A MILLION!!!

I'm sorry to him that I sort of make him feel very bad for leaving me.
I know.
I'm sorry and I hope he can enjoy his holiday and come back safely!

2009-02-25T09:30:00.005+08:00

HAHA! Exams are over! (:

Meaning P22 & Reproductive Gang can't be together in class and in exams anymore )):

But I believe we can all meet out! (:

Exams had been ok, not so difficult as I expected. But don't think I will get high GPA this time round.

I was having holiday mood after my AAP paper, can't even study well for CMBiO.. Grrr..

Anyway now is holiday time! I will be having 3 weeks of holiday, followed by 3 weeks of Clinical Attachment, then another week of holiday. THEN! Year2 will begin.

This year has passed very quickly, especially with the people you like (:

PHOTO TIME! (:

P22 (:

T11 girls.

T1 guys.

The "RED" people. (ok, I know I wore a pink -_-)

The "BLACK" people

The "WHITE" people.

Reproductive Gang's girls, eating MAC! (:

!!!

(PS: We've been talking a lot of nonsense that day as well, LOLS)

2009-02-18T10:17:00.002+08:00

I know I had not been blogging for the past few days, I know!
Had been busy preparing my exams which starts on FRIDAY! OMG!
Anyway shall update.

FRIDAY
Had the last lesson with T11.
Its still fun crazy, but somehow sad.
P22 girls were all dressed in either pink or white :D
And there was a lot of V. Day presents from my class(:
Of course, as a class rep, I did something too.
I developed photo and wrote message behind.
It may seem easy but I did a lot of hardwork ok? XD Stayed until 1.30am the previous night to finish all 15 people.
It's all worth it.
After class met CATRINE!!
I MISS HER!!! Had a small chat with her and she left.
We then went to JP, and after that rushed down to HGSS to watch the Fancy Footdrill Competition.
They came in 3rd, which was far far behind our 1st last year.
But nonetheless, they did well!
Those who said tha're bad must give them 2 tight slap, lols!
Given less than one week to train, they're already very impressive in my heart.
JIA YOU JUNIORS! (:

SATURDAY
Went nowhere but to meeting. Headed home after that, quarantined by my parents because of my illness -_-
Boring yet energy-charging V. Day!
____________________________________________________________________

Studying these few days.
Really hope I can pass every subject.

2009-02-05T21:37:00.009+08:00

Haha! Actually a lot of things happen in these few days, so I shall just summarise it.

SATURDAY

Went to my fifth aunt's house for the CNY celebration.

There's a lot of my relatives, all grown-ups.

So you can imagine me sitting over there watching TV while they gambling.

That's how bad my and my cousins' relationship were. Too big an age gap.

And I foresee there should be one or two wedding dinner for me to attend this year(:

With REPRODUCTIVE GANG @ KAP MAC! (:

I hardly took photos with Nabeelah & Sharon alone, haha! (:

SUNDAY

Invited Amalina, Parames, Sara(Para's guy), Nabeelah and Vicky to my house for CNY.

Felt apologetic for being a bad host, I can't cook for them.

But nontheless had a lot of fun with them chatting in the living room.

And Sara was so funny! XD

MONDAY

Had SAWI presentation, whereby I think we were the funniest group for role play.

I became a hawker auntie, Amalina and Tabitha was a news reporter, Joel the "newly elected Finance Minister", Chris a sissy working adult XD, Vicky a female! student nurse.
Even I can't stop laughing about it. (:
And that is the last day for our Sports& Wellness module too, a bit sad that we won't be playing soccer again, and I won't forget the 'good' memories of being hit by the ball countless times on the leg & face during practices. XD

I'm the hawker 'auntie' and Vic's the SEXY nurse~ haha! XD

My S&W soccer mates and coach(:

WEDNESDAY

Had NR presentation, which P22 wore so so formal for the presentation.

NICE! (: And i suppose things went well?

And it was the last presentation with P22, we will be separated next year.

The mere thought of it makes me sad))):

That's why we took photos with each other like nobody's business.

P22 (Formal!)

My NR Groupmates. Vicky, Amalina, Zac and Myat Su. (:

Random shot with Sharon at the lift(:

See? The only difference that my twins(Shi Qi) and I have is the hair colour, haha!

Vic said he looks smart with specs. on. LOL! (:

Went to Woodlands Industrial Estate to do my SJAB Officer uniform with Jeanice.

Got lost on the way, thankful the tailor auntie directed us back.

And some stupid busdriver scolded us for nothing. *&%^$@!$^%!#%

Cute shot with Jeanice while waiting for the damn bus. Thinking back, this is the 6th year that I've known her. BFF! ((:

TODAY!

Nothing much has happened, except I had another 4hours of NSL, in preparation of my practical test.

HORROR! But fun(:

Celebrated Chun's belated 21st birthday today!

Bought a cake for her and she cried, OMG! We know its tears of joy (:

This is the last term of the year with P22, I must cherish everyday! Can't bear to part with them!))):

I know I can't be like this, but its just uncontrollable. I'm trying to give up, but its not easy!My mood was influenced by you again these few days. I know I shouldn't.

2009-01-29T21:21:00.005+08:00

Now is stil the period of CNY, so I shall post about what happened during my CNY holidays! (:

SUNDAY

I was at my gandma's house in the evening for reunion dinner. Basically its boring, because we were only having steamboat, and all my other relatives and cousins went back to Malaysia. BORED TO THE MAX!

The kitchen view of my Grandma's house. So windy & cooling that you do not need any fan during dinner. Because it was a whole stretch of bungalows, nobody to block your cool air.

MONDAY

Return back to gran's house for CNY. Still bored. Most relatives still in Malaysia, but i'm not even close to any of my cousins, age gap. I had a big family, my eldest cousin is almost 40, and we only met once a year. So still BORED.

Random Shot! The sweet wrapper that I got while paying my respect to the late Grandpa at a temple. CUTE! (:

TUESDAY

Was slightly better, went to my grandaunt's house.

Its a routine to visit her every year since my granny died years ago. A lot of people, all my distant relative.

Everyone will gather around the tiny 2room flat in Circuit Road.

I heard that's where my parents stayed when they're young.

They'll always talk about their childhood during the bus trip to her house.

It's never tired to hear their stories every year (:

AND! I LOVED the cookies and dinner made by my grandaunt. SPLENDID! (:

AND AND! I can tease my cute cousin every year.

My sis was challenging him with his PSLE this year. The bet was: if he got 220 and above, my sis will treat him to anything he wants, if not he will have to treat her to Crystal Jade. Of course it was meant as a joke(:

The Spring Flowers of the Little Garden outside my house. NICE?(: My Dad's effort! (:

Quite boring every year, but its a good time to catch up with relative(:

2009-01-26T12:38:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, firstly wishing you all a Happy Chinese New Year! (:
I know CNY I should be happy, but I seriously don't sense anything mood for CNY this year.
That is how I can find a chance to post my blog today, haha!

FRIDAY
Things was not set right since morning.
FON presentation, I actually stumbled on my words!
I'm usually quite steady on my presentation, but I don't know why.
Butterflies in my stomach, I guess?
And the best thing was, we had to re-do the presentation.
I sank into depression when Ms. Siti told us our mistakes and we're on the wrong track.
All our efforts are gone.
I know I'm a cry-baby, but sometimes emotions are over you.
Sorry peeps if I've left a bad impression of me in you all.
I'm still the crazy and bumpy me afterall.

Next, PHARM presentation.
We had actually planned to tell our teachers to postpone the presentation, but to no avail.
Forget it, we shall proceed with the presentation.
It's better that way.
The best part was, when its my turn to present, the teacher actually stopped and doubted me, started asking me questions.
The FON presentation had already made my mood bad, now one more PHARM again.
My face turned black immediately.
But I, of course continued with the presentation.
I won't blame the teacher.

I'm not happy. Something has happened that day as well.
You may think that I look normal, it's just that I've hidden it behind.
But when I'm alone, especially at night, I will think of all that has happened.
That is the time when I can feel that my heart is practically in pain.
I still can't get over it for now. I know I can, I can get over it in time to come.
Give me some time.
Sorry if I expressed any sadness to you all in anytime of the day.
It's unintentional.
But I know my reproductive gangs can cheer me up in school. (:

2009-01-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

I will be having two presentations this friday, which means tomorrow I will need to settle everything!
Omg, feel like there is not much time.
Hope everything will be done by tomorrow. (:

And Dr. Pang, our HS director gave us a lecture on CMBiO Cloning. It was quite fun! And the best part is, she gives out prizes to our top 10% student of year1. And we have 4 winners from my class! Although I didn't get anything, I was still very happy for them; Clapped and Cheered them! (: SO HIGH!

I know I shouldn't be so sensitive, so over-reacting. But I can't help not to link him & her together when I saw the picture. I know they're not together, maybe I got jealous? I know I musn't expect too much.

2009-01-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

Alright, CA posting list was out for the March to April 2009.
I'm posted to AH again, but i seriously feel like going back to TTSH again, probably because of the good experience I've been there. (:
Maybe I will get bonded to TTSH in year2?
I'm still giving it a serious thought.
And! Food in TTSH is much more nicer than AH! lols.!
You will know when you go AH, especially during afternoon shift.
I'm in depressed mood. Well, some reasons you see..

I must seriously alter my thinking now and think for the positive!
JIA YOU SYLVIA! (:

2009-01-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

I have not been blogging for a few days, simply because some unhappy things happen around me that I didn't even have the mood.
That incident was just too sudden, that my class didn't even have the mood to laugh out so heartily, everyone was busy with accompanying Sharon.
NO MOOD TO STUDY THESE FEW DAYS.
And I told SQ before, I somehow feel that I'm not a good leader.
Take this incident for example, I didn't really handle the matter well, and didn't know of what to do, until Vicky dragged me to find our class mentor, Dr. May.
And I was feeling super duper bad for not being accompaying Sharon these few days.

Today went to school like normal, and I was so so pissed off.
Pissed off, disappointment, and felt inferior when Mr. Sunil, our SAWI teacher, told me those words.
Yes, I have to admit that it was a big miscommunication, and that we didn't find out views from my classmates before saying those "BIG" words to him.
But I do feel bad about dragging the class to have 4hrs straight of SAWI after CNY, instead of the usual 2hrs.
I REALLY FEEL BAD!
Although he didn't scold us infront of my face, but I can feel the impact that he was unhappy.

However, if I were to think positively, the class will have another week to prepare their SAWI presentation, isn't it? (:
*well, I'm not blaming any parties here(not even myself!), but just feel like trashing everything out here.

Got to go have a real good rest (:
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"幸福的事"
Maybe i've been expecting too much out of nothing, that he controls my everyday mood.

2009-01-12T21:20:00.007+08:00

Opps! I have not blogged for like 9 days?
Haha, shall update these 9 days now.

School has finally started! And i'm quite happy about it, because it will mark the end of me rotting at home and doing nothing! (:

There was already projects on the first day. Now I have 3 projects on hand, now got all blur by the group members le! OMG!

Next! OPEN HOUSE 2009! (:

I'm involved as a helper over at the HS school, in the AAP lab.

And great experience!

We actually had the chance to learn Year2 topics and present to the newly 'O' level school leavers.

I was in charge of IV Cannulation, literally meaning to insert needle into the vessels.

The seniors demo on placing IV Cannulation.

And my Year2 seniors were damn nice! (:

We even fake our injury to scare the others, lols!

And it was just too busy, esp. on Sat.
And what's infuriating was on how to handle the comers.
One of them asked me very stupid questions that we don't even know how to answer back.

And these are the photos that we took last Thursday with Parames & SQ @ the Open House.

Our newly renovated Health Sciences school. lols, think is because of Open House that they renovated it.

Next! My secondary school's SJ recruitment drive. What I can say is there's a lot of people asking from our booth, but I seriously don't understand what the result will be.

Our Advertising Posters! (:

Busy with my projects now! (:

2009-01-03T11:14:00.002+08:00

haha, today's 3rd Jan and I know I'm seriously late.
here to post on some sort of summary of 2008?

alright.
Here I go.

1. Left sec. school (finally!). Sad yet relieve. being able to get to know so many friends and experience so many episodes n my life is truly great. A pity I had not been contacting my buddies at sec. school. Well, I did try, but they were all saying that they were busy. And I'm truly tired of it.

2. Found jobs while I was waiting for my O level results. At AMK Hub and Bakerzin. I had learnt a lot of customer service stuffs at AMK Hub, as I'm working as a redemption stuffs, and met nice friends around there. Started to know what is meant by 'office politics' there, and it sure can be quite scary. And also a lot of 'shit' talikngs from the customers. And I had worked 3 times this year! (: Reason being, everyone was nice and I knew that if I had any problems I can rely on my helpful colleagues!
Experience at Bakerzin was not only dreadful, I indeed had fun over there as well, although the pay was not high. In a service line, there's sure to be customers talking 'rubbish' at you, and I had learnt a lot from bakerzin as well. I have to admit that working at Bakerzin was fun, as I enjoy keying-in customers orders, juggle with the cakes, and taking the food out. Till now I even dreamt of returning back as a waitress. (:

3. Attended Officer Course and had successfully passed as a Grade6. There's much satisfaction in it, and it really trains your fitness and perserverance! Its here that I learned how much you can really push a person to the max! I'm lucky to be in group NOVEMBER. Of course, friends there held the same dream as me, making a difference back to their school. And not forgetting the Z4 officers, they too, had made me learn a lot. They taught me to be serious at work, and fun/crazy at play.

4. Got into Nursing course @ NP is my greatest move this year. It was really not easy to choose your future career at the age of only 16. But till now, I had no regrets that I got into this course. Learnt that nursing is not just 'shit' jobs that people usually teased us to be. Its all about caring and the satisfaction that you get from just a patient's 'Thank You'. I knew even if I were to explain it a million times, some idiots out there will still not understand. And I had also knew a lot of friends that I knew in nursing. Class T11 & P22 shared much joy together and it was a blessing for me to be a part of them. Although there were much issues earlier in P22, we all had overcome it together, and became the 'Best of Class' where we were so so united, even till now, I must say.

5. Lastly, my old time buddies. Yan Qi, Saw Chiu, and Yun Ling. They were all my pri. school friend. I had truly regretted not being able to contact much with them and being there for them when they needed someone. This was my greatest regret in '08.

May our 2009 be filled with joy and laughter.

2008-12-24T22:50:00.005+08:00

haha, tomorrow is CHRISTMAS DAY! (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

and today was so nice and cold, thanks to the rain today; so suitable for a christmas eve

finally uploaded my photos.. enjoy! (:

haha! the CA group with our CI, SN Shirhan (:

During parade time. Chee Cai's wearing my shoe -_-

haha! I've been reading this comic since Sec. 3 and i've only read till book 4. Super Duper slow right? (:

2008-12-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Back to my secondary school today with Jeanice.
And the sec. 1 juniors are still as crazy as ever.
Take for example today--
Lesson taught: DILATION OF PUPILS.
They can laugh like hell the whole lesson when I demo. to them the pupils dilation.
omg -_- even I was influenced by them.

and YEA!!! I will be having dinner with my beloved-s Adibah, Zhi Wei, Fara and Izwan! (:
MISS THEM SO MUCH!! finally there's a chance for us to meet. XD

2008-12-18T10:52:00.003+08:00

The peeps that I miss! ):

I seriously miss my class
I seriously miss school times (: (although it sounds a bit crazy)
I seriously miss JASMINE and CHESTER
I seriously miss the old times at work, whether at Bakerzin or AMK Hub
I seriously miss the AMK Hub staffs and ZHI WEI
I seriously miss the good old times at SJAB
I seriously miss WAN JIA, YUN JIA and SHI YUN
I seriously miss the time that I do not have to worry about everything

Christmas is coming and I hope to meet all of them, just a small gathering. And I had been having headaches these few days for Christmas presents. Grr......

2008-12-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

haha! lots of things happened these few days. and i shall describe them in details (:

FRIDAY
Ended my attachment HAPPILY and the last day the patients were nice and chatful, talked to me.
But only one thing: I'm damn busy with my parameters.
Because Zhen Jun and Shu Ting were nowhere to be found, so had to do para. for 2 cubicles plus a iso. room. haha! although busy, but enjoyed it.
I seriously miss my patients now! ):
and I got a B+ grade, a slight improvement as compared to my last CA, I'm glad (:
small improvement one at a time. WELL DONE SYLVIA! XD
and I seriously think that I have some communication breakdown with my patients.
Because both Sonia(my last CA's CI) and Shirhan(current CA's CI) said I will need to improve on my communication skills..
Do I really have problem communicating with my patients? )):

SATURDAY
went out with Jeanice and Joel to Jurong Point and they treated me to Fish & Co. haha!
then after that headed to IMM and drank milk tea.
It was nice talking to them and we were some sort of complaining to each other what happened in CA, haha!

SUNDAY
went out with mum and sis to IKEA Alexandra and ate the hotdog bun there.. HEAVENLY!
seriously, IKEA is a good good place to shop, but go only like half a year.
because... you will get very bored *yawn*
went there during attachment time and everything is still the same -_-

MONDAY
yesterday!
went shopping with sis @ Jurong Point (again -_-)
haha! sis is also having holidays now, so KUDOS FOR ME! XD
we can both slack together at home, at least got somebody to accompany me at home, haha! (:

TUESDAY
today!
didn't go out anywhere, just stayed at home and tidy up my cupboard, which had not been touched for like a year or two?
so you can imagine my O levels books are still inside.. haha!
FINALLY CLEARED EVERYTHING OUT TODAY! (:
had 3 big bags of garbage and this is still not the end of it.
early CNY clearance? lols! (:

2008-12-08T14:20:00.013+08:00

Yesterday I went to the Standard Chartered Marathon 2008. Not as a runner of course (I am not so fit, lols), but as a first aider. IT WAS FUN! (:

First met with Joel, Vicky at the NP school bus stop, then went up to the designated LT.

Taken with Jeanice outside the LT (:

After getting the super big sized Adidas Red Tee (: and all the other stuffs, we went for dinner cum supper at Mac at King Albert Park with Vicky's cousin along.

Had a long and nice chat with them and later others joined us in our conversation and went back to school together.

We had night walk in NP, mainly the Engineering block, was super eerie :x

After that we head back to the HS block and catched some 20 mins sleep.

Then off we go to ECP! (:

haha! this is the drink station and if you notice, those thick white lines are drinks lined up nicely for the runners.

It was dark and cold there. I was at station D33, just beside the light house, and most of all, there was shelter (:

The station were I was posted to- This is the 28th km, meaning there is 14 more km for them. haha!

haha! with Vicky! (:

then Vicky and I went to find Joel at D31 (which was like 2 to 4km apart? lols), but can't find him, so headed back as the race had already started.

Our Lanyard! (: so cool to be a personnel of the Standard Chartered! (:

But the time we went back to our station, the sunrise was slowly up. but too bad yesterday was cloudy, it not it would have been a nice sunrise ):

as time went by, some runners had already passed by our stations and it was mostly foreign runners.. but still cheered for them. (:

Some of the earlier runners.

then a lot of runners came by, and we saw a lot of bad habits. some spitted! omg -_-

Saw the white spots on the cup? It was the cups that the runners threw. haha! A scenery! XD

One of the weirdest runner I came across that day. haha! She's brave, I can say. (:

haha! The people im my station. (From Left: Nizem, me, Qing Ling, Vicky). Qing Ling is a year 2 student and she's super good! (:

I can say our station was one of the noisy ones (:

Haha! the talkative Year 1s! XD

After the race, me, Joel and Vicky went to Bedok and ate, then went home.

Taken with Vicky during the MRT trip back home.

Was so tired that I dozed off until I nearly missed my stop on the MRT, haha!

Also saw a lot of familiar faces during the race- my cousin, Chester(my "brother") and the Zone4 male officers! XD

I had a long long sleep after I reached home.. It was super comfy! (: and today's raining too! Such a nice time to stay at home (:

2008-12-02T10:43:00.002+08:00

haha! TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY! (:
Nothing special actually, I will still be going for my attachment, and afternoon shift at that! ):

The past years I had been celebrating with my family and friends, but this year's different.
I will be spending with my patients. Hope they will all be good today! XD

Spending my 02/12 in a different way.

Wish? Nah... Didn't really think of it.

Anyway yesterday was my first day at AH and I got quite a bit of "culture shock".
In a sense that the way they work a bit different, think I will get used to it day-by-day.
And it's always good to be adaptable and flexible! (:

2008-11-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yes, yes. I know my blog is dying. That's why I'm here now to "water" it now. lols!

Alright, my common test were finally over! But sad news is we still have to finish up our Nursing Research's Literature Review, which was a big big headache. But fortunately I just finished! Can enjoy my Sun. in peace. (:

Anyway Fri. I still went back to school (Thurs was my last paper) for Soccer and Standard Chartered Marathhon FA duty's briefing. It was then that I fell the second time in the month.
-_- I was talking on the phone that I fell, haix.
And a BIG blue-black has surfaced on my left leg. Such ugliness and pain.

Next time I should really watch my steps.

This coming Monday will be the start of my attachment @ AH, which I had not mentally prepare myself yet.
Sad thing was I'm now separated from my CA mates @ TTSH )))):
but well,hope it will be a good and fresh start! (: (must think positive)

2008-11-26T12:23:00.002+08:00

haha! sorry wasn't updating my blog.
Had my common test during this period of time, now only online for a while to check some admin. stuff.
NOW 3 DOWN, 1 TO GO!!!!!

Had my AAP paper today, and ): it was not good.
The other previous 2 papers, PHARM and FON cum NSL was ok, think I will get a pass. (:

OK! Shall update some time later.

2008-11-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

I don't know how I should post about today.

Ever felt the heart practically broken into pieces? I did.

I was emotionally unstable today, right after my practical test.
Not because I failed my test, but I heard some...... how should I put it?
Anticipated yet sad news.
I did not break down immediately, only after I changed from my nursing uniform and saw Jeanice outside the toilet.
I hugged her immediately and cried.
Friends swarmed around me and comforted me, pat my back, although some don't even know what was happening to me.
I'm really touched and grateful for having such great friends.
(thanks to Jeanice, SQ, Jody, Parames, Nabeelah)

Like I mentioned just now, I had actually anticipated the news before, but I think it was just too sudden that I can't take it and just broke down.
Come to think of it, I was considered lucky that they actually told me before I came to realise myself, which will hurt me more.
Till now, I still can't believe the news was for real.
Maybe I cried because I blamed myself for being a step slower, just one step.
I thought of having revenge, but what can I get out of it? It's still unhappiness.
It's all predestined.

After the craziest let-out and shoutings, I went calm again and friends even helped me to analyze the situation and suggestions.
They are great, truly great friends.
They even managed to bring my smiles back, and I was my crazy self again.
Its only this incident that SQ and Jeanice now got to know each other (as they are the 2 girls that knows all my secrets.)

What touched me most is what they said: "If you still not ok, call us, we're 24/7. Feel free to pour your woes out."
TRUE FRIENDS.

Although my heart was shattered into pieces,
I gained something more important today-- true friendship.

2008-11-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Kranji War Memorial for the SAWI project with SQ, Amalina, Fara, Parames, Joel and Mins.
It was raining so heavily during our NSL lesson that we thought we could not make it since it's raining.
I went emo that time again. because i had sort of mentally prepared myself to go that day, and gotten everything ready.
But by the time lesson ended, the rain stopped and we could proceed! (:

well, I shall not talk much about the trip as YOU SHOULD REALLY GO EXPERIENCE YOURSELF.
although it may seem eerie to go to a cementery, I was quite touched when i saw some of the words engraved on the tombs, touching words.

Today was normal school day, nothing much happened, except that MY SHOE BITE ME! haha! making my leg so pain.

2008-11-03T22:40:00.003+08:00

haha! today although quite emo. in the morning.

But turned for the better when my Reproductive Gang played with me during lunch. haha!

Reproductive Gang? Ahaha! secret between Amalina, Farah, Sharon, SQ, Vicky, Chun, Nabeelah, Parames, and ME! XD

and as it was raining in the afternoon, we can't go to the field for my SW, so only warm-up and footwork. tiring but fun. and tiring until i slept so soundly during the bus trip back home.

and i had tomatoes overload today.. YUCK! the feeling was...................

ate Seafood Pasta during lunch @ SIM. and there's a lot of tomatoes in there, which i ate quite a lot! and i feel like vomiting then.

MY REPRODUCTIVE GANG! (: (Nabeelah was missing today)

2008-11-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

well, went house visiting today.
went to my granny's house first with dad and sis, met my aunts and they drove us to my godgranny's house.
My godgranny is sick, very sick.
Although i'm not close to her, although i see her once every year, she still loves us.
I think that's how powerful LOVE is.

By the time I left granny's house and reach Parames' house for Deepavali celebration, it was aroung 6pm.
Surprised to see the gang still around. And continuing our joke of yesterday, lols!
OH YA! we haven't got a name for Parames yet!
Left her house at about 7pm.

oh ya! Yesterday went k-box with my CA mates instead of watching "The Coffin", as Esther and I were quite scared to watch, lols!
All I could say is, the service is darn lousy!
and guys, we shall meet another time! (:
and my new sofa came yesterday, was SO~ comfy, haha! (:

"Jealousy is harming me."

2008-10-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

Haha! Went for the first lesson of the Japanese course @ Yew Tee CC.
Saw a lot of students from all ages- range from Lower Sec. students to Old Grandpa, haha!
umm, the urge of learning is POWERFUL! (:

and pronouncing Jap. words are cute! (:

2008-10-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

haix, don't know why I became so emo after hearing somw news just now.
I was fine at school today! It was still as fun and as umm umm.. pervertic as ever.. haha!
well, nursing students, can't be helped. LOLS!! (:

yesterday went with SQ to refund my sis' Elmo pouch @ IMM, and bought a shoes. SQ was practically sweeping the shop's clothes away. She ended up with like? 3 tees and a dress plus 2 shorts? lols.. after that went Lot 1 and buy dinner.

Saw Saw chiu in the bus and started chatting with her.
It felt weird.
She used to be my best best friend since P.1.. share our secrets although we were in different schools.
We were the best of friends.
There was no quarrel between us, but we just teared apart as time goes by.
Maybe because we had different pathways-- I'm in Poly and she's taking O's.
We used to have a lot of things to chat about,
but now our topic only surrounds Olevels.

I was so sad.

2008-10-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

Well, I had been spending yesterday at home, yes entirely. Just to find time with my family which I had hardly done so since the start of the OTC. So now OTC has ended and I'm finally FREE! (: (misses November!)

I had been at home thinking of getting some urgent thoughts in my mind straight and I think I still had not figured it out. Well, let everything take it's course.

I went to the market on Sat. morning with mum, sis and our PRINCESS-- CHERYL MA! (: Isn't she CUTE!

On Friday we celebrated Vicky's birthday in advance. Amalina, SQ and I went to Swee Heng in the morning to take the cake that we ordered and took a taxi to school. We waited for T11 to have their break from FON lecture and gave our blessing to Vicky. It was FUN seeing how surprised he was! (:

At least the effort we put in was not gone to waste despite the so many problem we faced the day before.

And some random stuff that I want to vent it out (Sorry if I'm too naggy).
It was really tough being a leader, and a good one at that, no matter if it's class or SJAB.
It was what I realised this year, after taking a different role from the old routine that I'm used to.
A good leader to me-- NO favouritism and able to bring everyone together and accomplish task which we think is impossible.
Which now I had not achieved anything from both sides (class & SJAB).

I will try to be a good one and I'M STILL LEARNING, STEP BY STEP.

2008-10-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yea! had my S&W module.
Actually the thought of soccer makes me dread going to school today, and friends laughed at us playing soccer ): hahas, but i know they meant no harm.
it was better than i thought.
We went to the field opposite NP and trained, whereby we learned some easy skills.
The weather was hot!
I had to distinct lines on my legs after the training, haha!
But that's common for me. My legs tend to turn red after jogging everytime.
Good blood circulation, i guess? hahas!
FUN! (:

2008-10-17T22:55:00.001+08:00

I've nothing to say.
Fatigue and pure sadness as a result of today's episodes.

2008-10-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

Remember what I said in my last post? I was having a headache with S&W module.
Today we went to choose our sports at about 4pm, and our lecturer, Mr Rashid even let us off 30mins earlier just to let us go to the S&W module earlier and choose our desired sports.
SERIOUSLY,I am so happy and excited, although I'm quite confused on whether to choose volleyball or badminton.
I heard friends around me saying that they want to join hip hop, volleyball, dancesport, badminton and a lot more.
I bet most of us had already wanted a sport in our minds.

BUT!!!! Because of the stupid timetable change, we only were left 7 out of ?? sports to choose from because students from other schools had taken away. WTH! the whole of L03 was SO SO PISSED OFF, its not our fault! ):
and the lecturers there are also damn angry with us because of our complaints.
oh please, like its our fault, like we owe you a million bucks!
so angry with them!

So I had decided to choose Aerobics and Softball, but! no space again.
guess what? i'm only left with street soccer, soccer and swimming(i think).
no choice but i have to choose SOCCER (OMG! had never even thought of joining that.)

since I've choosen it, I should learn to love it right? RIGHT! From now on i shall psycho myself that soccer is fun, if not why so many guys are crazy 'bout it?

))))):

2008-10-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

haha, was back to school and i sort of enjoyed the first two days, misses my classmates! (:
haix, but had a problem now. I do not know what to choose for my Sports and wellness module! ):
wanted to join tennis so much but i heard we had to buy our own rackets, haix, so ex.
thought of going badminton but i wanted to learn something new! maybe i will join volleyball? hahas..

2008-10-10T22:15:00.009+08:00

Some more of the various events' photos! (:

OTC Graduation Ceremony '08

I think Jeanice's not ready yet, hahas!

November Group Photo! (:

with Xiting

with Cheryl (that's Ma'am Hwee Peng behind, haha..)

Sentosa trip with CA mates

a nice Group Photo

After the photo was taken, i told Wati that i looked like i was scratching my butt and Jeanice was looking at me scratching my butt! XD NOT TRUE of course! XD

taken when we're in the Skyride

LugeRide! We're all nicely parked beside each other just to pose for a pic.. (:

well, these few days I've been mostly resting at home, recharging myself for the new semester next week.

I've been very diligent to go jogging during evenings nowadays (since I've nothing to do at home), also went playing badminton with Jeanice yesterday and went gym with sis today..

Super duper tired, but fun! (:

2008-10-06T22:13:00.006+08:00

Haha! Yesterday went to Sentosa with my CA mates.. was super duper late! (Esther, Wati, Jeanice and Joel reached vivo. at 1pm and they waited for me until 3pm! SORRY!! XD)

and during the journey to vivo. there was a small hiccup (Don't wish to elaborate in detail, SO MALU!!)

so we played volleyball, monkey, swimming(I just played with the water although I don't know how to swim).

Here are the photos! (:

When the 5 of us were in the monorail.

I think Joel's too ashamed to take a photo with them (cause they're crazy! lols)

Not all are in these pictures, some didn't go into the water.

After bathing, we went to play the Skyride and Luge Ride. (:

But a pity only we 4 girls went.

Haha! We were practically shouting and singing stupid songs during the whole journey.

The feeling is so different playing during the night than in the day. So much more exciting! (:

This is the chop that we got from the Luge Ride.

Was FUN! XD

2008-10-05T12:33:00.007+08:00

haha! I had completed two events this week, namely the CLINICAL ATTACHMENT and SJAB OFFICER TRAINING COURSE.

Let's talk about the clinical attachment first. We ended on Friday and it was mixed feeling. Was quite touched by Sonia and other nurses guidance during the 3 months and we do learn a lot.

My attachment mates were great people too! They are fun-loving and crazy too!

Can relate burgers to butts, haha!!

Sonia told me during the last day one-to-one interview that I did not really interact with my patients, which are true.

I did not really talk to my patients as compared to others. This is what I must improve on. (:

umm, my face looks kinda... haha, candid shots i guess? XD

A good and proper shot with my PM shift attachment mates.

with Esther during supper time @ Novena.

Next is the SJAB OTC GRADUATION CEREMONY.

We had to report @ 12.30 in HQ and discuss our group performance, which we will perform at night, and go for one-to-one evaluation with my 2 GIs.

My GIs, Hwee Peng Mdm and ZiPeng Sir said that I was too quiet. (why does Sonia and my GIs saying i was too quiet? I'm not quiet loh.. lols)

I was quite surprised to see Zelda, Timo. and Michael at the Grad. Ceremony. (:

Was happy that they congratulated us (: (Jeanice, Marcus and I were the Zone 4 OTCs that passed out.)

And November was so so crazy during the ceremony, we were the "highest" people. And I'm proud to say 2 of the Most Outstanding Trainnes were from Nov.! (Yang Qing and Chee Hoe)We're all happy for them! (:

When one of the Zone Commissioner were wearing my G6 rank for me! (:

Thanks Zelda for taking the precious moment for me! (:

Zelda and ME!!! (:

She was OSCAR's GI and I'm the AGI back in ANCO Camp '08! Time has really passed fast. (:

Now having my Grade 6 rank, I can officially call myself CSO G(6) Sylvia Tan

Now quoting what the officers said to us:

"Rank is what you wear, Respect is what you earn"

True! You must gain your respect and salute, not just by putting on your rank!

I will remember that.

2008-09-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hah! Attachments was as 'eye-opening' as ever.
I prefer morning shift(7am to 3pm) than night ones (1pm to 9pm), plainly because you can relax at night like what I'm doing now.
BUT! it will be very tired to wake up so early in the morning(4.30pm). and i will have afternoon naps after i got home, which i not really liked as it will make me feel so so drowsy after i woke up.

Self-contradicting eh? haha! That's me lah, haha!

Anyway went for the F1 last Saturday, IT WAS FUN FUN FUN! and an EYE-OPENER as well!!!!
I went for the Qualifying Round and it the sound of the car was so loud that we need to put on ear plug..
haha, sometimes I was naughty not putting it on as i want to enjoy the loud-like-hell sound for maybe once in a lifetime. (:
wanted to take some "spectacular" photos of the car, but they were just too fast! Grr.. and there's a lot of cacausians! haha!

*sorry peeps, were just plain lazy to upload the F1 photos.. shall load up next post? (:

2008-09-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

haha! 2nd week of attachments was finally over, and I realised that this week passed damn fast!
I had not had the time to really get to know the patients in my cubicle, then next week gotta change to a new cubicle le.
maybe because this week was quite enjoyable.
and attachments are enriching! You seriously learn a lot of new stuffs and the hospital's operation mode. It is seriously so so different from what you learn in NSL(Nursing Skills Lab.)

now about the new timetable, just saw my timetable and was HAPPY! the thought of going back to school and not stuck in attachment makes me HIGH! haha!
and and! there's SAW(Sports and Wellness)!!! YEA!! had been hoping for that since the first sem.
but there's lessons on tuesday now, which meant I need to study 5 days a week! (last sem. was 4 days/week) well, I don't mind. haha! and there's PHARM(Pharmacology) and CMBIO(Chemical Biology???).. oh man, makes me giddy..
one AAP is just enough.. now 3!!

anyway, going for F1 First Aid Duty tomorrow, a bit nervous, haha! gtg watch the Channel 5 'Live' show of F1 later, must know the track well! XD

2008-09-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

A piece of good news to me personally..
I had passed my OTC..
Received a msg from Sir Zipeng in the morning and I had been nervous during lunch..
Checked my results just now and i passed.. (: Actually not very happy
I think is because like what ALL the GIs had said, this is not the end of something, but the beginning.. the thought of it makes me sian.. This is not a joyful event bahx, sometimes I wished I had failed. (MAYBE I'm starting to regret soon from all the stupid issues that I had faced)
Well, but I'm not going to give up so soon (thinking of the fact that i sacrificed the 7 COURSE DAYS AND 3DAY 2NIGHT CAMP and a lot more for the OTC itself)

2008-09-21T21:32:00.006+08:00

hahas, finally "survived" the first week of attachment.. Umm, survived is such a torturing word, can use "passed" lah, hahas..

I actually did enjoy my CA, on some parts..

Anyway ENJOYED the weekends resting (: had not had SJ activities this week, wee! XD

Saturday: Slacked at home, seriously did not left house the whole day, hahas.

Sunday: Went "dating" with my sister.. hahas, just went shopping.. SHE KNOWS ME THE BEST! (: enjoyed shopping the most with her, cause she knows what I like and I knows what she likes..

If you can see, this is actually the words towards the end of a well-known shop's receipt. It says: "Thank You. Visit Again......." I was stunned by a second that they actually liked the summarise the words of "Please Come Again" to "Visit Again".. maybe they want to say ink? lols..

haha! the Elmo and Cookie Monster keychain we bought together.. (:

Anyway today is the last day of redemption at AMK Hub, and sorry guys i did not go back and ka-jiao you all. Let's catch up when we get our salary kays? (:

hahas, these were taken before I left for my CA.. first up, ADIBAH!! (:

see? I'm tickling her, lols..

umm, we were all getting crazy then..

these two ah, knew them since the christmas redemption and they were real nice peeps! (: likes to make fun of each other..

look at Adibah, that's her "Big Sister" nature, asking me to keep quiet, hahas! XD

2008-09-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today was the third day of attachment at TTSH, and considered the 2nd day at ward(since 1st day was orientation).
umm, was quite ok lah. I was super blur during Day 1 morning, completely don't know what is going on and Nurse Sonia was not around to guide us or briefly tell us what to do.
And there's A LOT of medical terms and processes that i had not even seen, much less heard! So I had to do "homework" back at home if there's time-- to check out medical terms.
I will just take it very positively and hope i can keep on the "eagerness" until the end of 3 weeks..

JIA YOU SYLVIA! (:
PS: I hope no shitty stuffs will happen! XD

2008-09-12T22:54:00.009+08:00

Haha i just ended my job on Thurs, and its mixed feeling.

Happy in a sense that I can finally rest at home.

Sad is that this may really be my last last job in AMK Hub as a temp. CSO (cause the redemption always crush with my stupid attachment!) , and the colleagues there are super GREAT! and its ez money lah, hahas.

Let the picture do the talking then (:

Stupid its SLANTED! ok, our "Family Photo" drawn by me. it was uber free that time, hahas. Any similarities?

a close up of me, why this expression? Because i always say: "Huh?!", lols

Big Family (with Timothy, the guy replacing me, added in)Sara and my lanyard

From Left: IZWAN, SYLVIA, DARYL, SARAH

haha, I'm playing with Izwan's lanyard

haha!

So lastly, hereby wishing all colleagues at AMK Hub: "GOOD LUCK and STAY CHEERFUL! SMILE!! ((:"
and I didn't slack at home today either,
went to SP for badminton, basketball, table tennis with some SJ officers. Met Aihua there, missed her! (: Enjoyed the most in badminton, i think that's where I'm good at, haha!

Burning my weekends this week again!
Sat: F1 Briefing
Sun: Walkathon
Think we can all be crowned the SK warriors! hahas!

PS: Hey Adibah I will post all the crazy photos in my next post kays? (: