Tuesday, September 02, 2008
9:18 PM ;
Sorry guys, this post shall be my frustration for now.
After today's event and reading a person's blog, I became
SO, SO emo now.
Today there wasn't any work, so as usual went for SJ Training at school. Was initially very happy on the way there, but only 4 sec. 1s came! It's like wth?! That instance I seriously feel like going off, but for Jeanice's sake, I stayed(don't wanna leave her alone lah, hahas). Actually i wanted to potray a very
ANGRY face infront of the cadets to show them that I am very angry with only 4 ppl coming, but was melted by them,
AGAIN... some ppl came to us.
Just wanna say to these ppl:
"It's not that you can't do it, it's that you don't want to do it. We have our difficulties too! Stop thinking that you are the only one suffering, we are as well. And seriously, by getting your support is simply so difficult! It's not that we always demand something out of you, it's just for the sake of improvement! So can you please stop avoiding us? I don't mind facing the problem together! That's what we are here for."There has been a very serious communication problem around the two parties, and not just us. And i have seriously given up on rectifying the problem.
* I had been so dissappointed and angry lately, maybe i should go for some "de-angry" class(is there such a word anyway? hahas!).
Next! I had been feeling that i had been neglected by a bunch of people out there. I had been regarded as transparent? Yes i think so. No matter how many times I had gone out with them, still no use. Sometimes it's real difficult for me, even someone who enter later thn me can also click so well with them.
MAYBE I'M REALLY TRANSPARENT.omg, and i will be burning a big big hole in my pocket this month! So many people's birthday!
