Monday, January 26, 2009
12:38 PM ;
Hi guys, firstly wishing you all a Happy Chinese New Year! (:
I know CNY I should be happy, but I seriously don't sense anything mood for CNY this year.
That is how I can find a chance to post my blog today, haha!
FRIDAYThings was not set right since morning.
FON presentation, I actually stumbled on my words!
I'm usually quite steady on my presentation, but I don't know why.
Butterflies in my stomach, I guess?
And the best thing was, we had to re-do the presentation.
I sank into depression when Ms. Siti told us our mistakes and we're on the wrong track.
All our efforts are gone.
I know I'm a cry-baby, but sometimes emotions are over you.
Sorry peeps if I've left a bad impression of me in you all.
I'm still the crazy and bumpy me afterall.
Next, PHARM presentation.
We had actually planned to tell our teachers to postpone the presentation, but to no avail.
Forget it, we shall proceed with the presentation.
It's better that way.
The best part was, when its my turn to present, the teacher actually stopped and doubted me, started asking me questions.
The FON presentation had already made my mood bad, now one more PHARM again.
My face turned black immediately.
But I, of course continued with the presentation.
I won't blame the teacher.
I'm not happy. Something has happened that day as well.
You may think that I look normal, it's just that I've hidden it behind.
But when I'm alone, especially at night, I will think of all that has happened.
That is the time when I can feel that my heart is practically in pain.
I still can't get over it for now. I know I can, I can get over it in time to come.
Give me some time.
Sorry if I expressed any sadness to you all in anytime of the day.
It's unintentional.
But I know my reproductive gangs can cheer me up in school. (:
