Monday, January 19, 2009
9:41 PM ;
I have not been blogging for a few days, simply because some unhappy things happen around me that I didn't even have the mood.
That incident was just too sudden, that my class didn't even have the mood to laugh out so heartily, everyone was busy with accompanying Sharon.
NO MOOD TO STUDY THESE FEW DAYS.
And I told SQ before, I somehow feel that I'm not a good leader.
Take this incident for example, I didn't really handle the matter well, and didn't know of what to do, until Vicky dragged me to find our class mentor, Dr. May.
And I was feeling super duper bad for not being accompaying Sharon these few days.
Today went to school like normal, and I was so so pissed off.
Pissed off, disappointment, and felt inferior when Mr. Sunil, our SAWI teacher, told me those words.
Yes, I have to admit that it was a big miscommunication, and that we didn't find out views from my classmates before saying those "BIG" words to him.
But I do feel bad about dragging the class to have 4hrs straight of SAWI after CNY, instead of the usual 2hrs.
I REALLY FEEL BAD!Although he didn't scold us infront of my face, but I can feel the impact that he was unhappy.
However, if I were to think positively, the class will have another week to prepare their SAWI presentation, isn't it? (:
*well, I'm not blaming any parties here(not even myself!), but just feel like trashing everything out here.
Got to go have a real good rest (:
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"幸福的事"Maybe i've been expecting too much out of nothing, that he controls my everyday mood.
